Hung up.

How do I even begin to tell you why I'm single?

This is a question I get CONSTANTLY. 

Lace Jacket (similar)

Sunnies- Kate Spade

Shoes- Seychelles (similar)

Shorts- American Eagle(similar)

Seemingly. I am a young, beautiful, talented and an interesting female, no? 

Never married. No babies. Not even a preggo scare. Yeah. 

I'm sure you're thinking to yourself, "There's gotta be something WRONG with this girl." 

I'll tell you right now.... 

I'm all that is RIGHT.

I'm 25. 

I'm single. 

I've  had a few great loves in my life...

but nothing that I'm actually willing to blog about. 

I blog about the bad. the funny. the weeeeeird. 

And when HE comes along I'll blog about the GREAT. 

But... he hasn't. 

Do you want to know who I am? I'm that girl you date before you find your great love. I'm that girl that helps you learn lessons. I'm the girl that helps you work out all the kinks. 

I'm that girl that goes along with it all until she realizes you are actually just working up the courage to ask that really-hot-super-skinny-girl out. awwwwwesome. 

So this is when I announce to you:

I am officially applying for The Bachelor. 

Yes. 

I am creating a video. (mostly just stringing together videos of me dancing in public.)

But honestly... what is the risk? I'm already striking out left and right here! So why not on national television? 

WOULD YOU VOTE FOR ME???

Of course you'll be the first to see my video. 

wish me luck?
I'm going to need it!

Tomorrow we will talk about ghosts. Do you believe in ghosts??

xoxox, 

Love and more love. 

P.S. Check out Megan's bridal shower feature on Wedding Chicks!! So excited to have been there on this beautiful day to meet such a lovely (and TINY) lady. So amazing!

And then I changed.

So here she is. The world at her fingertips.

Feel sorry or feel grateful, it is a choice.


Take it in. Cry a minute. Then move on. Bigger things are yet to come. The greatest love will be here soon. The passion will be there, the love and the commitment, too. Not only surface but deep within.

This girl will love again.

Translation:

This girl is single. A little heartbroken, but it will only last so long. I will only LET it last so long.

Blessings:

Booked another wedding
Have an engagement session in 2 weeks
Getting LOTS of feedback on my photography
Support from my fam
Work is AMAZING
Best friend is always there. Always.
Feeling inspired. Yeah yeah.


Okay.... so I have to ask. And I'm not looking for sympathy, I promise. But when dealing with a breakup...what do you do? What have you done? What do you wish to change?

***side note. I'm being very optimistic about this right now. I'll give the honest truth tomorrow. check back on me.***

And yes, I was a blowup doll for Halloween :)